I'm having an interesting week. I have been crabbier this week than pretty much any week since I started practicing zen. I've also been very tired and there has been a major return of the afternoon sleepies. Frankly, I'm not really sure what my problem is. I have two theories. One is that my weight loss is into 'old weight' by which I mean fat that's been on my body for years rather than months and that the toxins being released when it breaks down are that much more difficult for my system to handle. My other theory is that I'm having a mid-life crisis. I have several other friends who feel like they having mid-life crises as well. We're thinking of having a party.
The things keeping me going right now are biking, my shop and my practice. If I didn't have those, there'd be trouble in River City.